Posts
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My Name in a Nutshell (again)
Joyful but manic
Anxiously worried
Dramtically depressed
Excited to learn more
Never positive what comes next
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Fake
Fake smiles
Fake laughs
Fake responses
Fake jokes
Fake being comfortable
Fake being fine
Fake being okay
Like I haven’t been
In a long long time
Fake all the normal
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It Hurts (and Thank You)
It hurts.
Their cruel words digging deep into my soul, planting their roots and taking over.
It hurts.
Hearing them all gossip about me, calling me names I never asked for.
It hurts.
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Different
I am… different.
I have chronic pain.
Any time I leave the house,
I use a crutch, a walker, wheelchair, or cane.
People think this is funny.
I get bullied a lot.
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Broken Peices
From this pain I feel
I am forever changed now
Broken pieces lost
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I Love
I love
My family
I love
My friends
I love
The sky
I love
The sea
I love
The sunset
I love
To write
I love
To sing
I love
The stars
I love
Loves
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Little Musicians
The beginners of the beat,
Just learning the ropes,
Figuring out their instruments -
They come in,
Wide-eyed,
And regard the older kids
With awe.
I love to be looked at this way
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The Universe of Me
My body is a universe
My freckles are the stars
The planet Venus is my lips
My teeth, they come from MarsMercury is in my brow
The furrow that you see
My thighs are Jupiter, you know
In the galaxy of me -
H.O.M.E
Here is where you can rest your tired bones after a long day
On this earth you feel connected within every part of yourself
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I can't do math
at all,
1, 2, 3, 4,
all go in and out the other side,
it's always been this way,
kindergarten and getting in trouble because I could not solve,
2 minus 5.
