Posts
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My Name in a Nutshell (again)
Joyful but manic
Anxiously worried
Dramtically depressed
Excited to learn more
Never positive what comes next
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Fake
Fake smiles
Fake laughs
Fake responses
Fake jokes
Fake being comfortable
Fake being fine
Fake being okay
Like I haven’t been
In a long long time
Fake all the normal
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It Hurts (and Thank You)
It hurts.
Their cruel words digging deep into my soul, planting their roots and taking over.
It hurts.
Hearing them all gossip about me, calling me names I never asked for.
It hurts.
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Different
I am… different.
I have chronic pain.
Any time I leave the house,
I use a crutch, a walker, wheelchair, or cane.
People think this is funny.
I get bullied a lot.
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Broken Peices
From this pain I feel
I am forever changed now
Broken pieces lost
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I Love
I love
My family
I love
My friends
I love
The sky
I love
The sea
I love
The sunset
I love
To write
I love
To sing
I love
The stars
I love
Loves
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Dear Tormentor
Dear tormentor
Is this all i will ever become?
She had me whispered
As the moon waltzed through the sky
Your pretty object?
i labor through bright and dim
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My long forgotten body
My long forgotten body
Pulses
With the glow of what could have been
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Remorse
When you close your eyes
Can you feel
Remorse
Bubbling into your chest?
When you shut your mouth
Can you feel
Regret?
Can you?
Or do you just let the
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Written in The Notes App While Listening to Sad Songs
I don’t know if I’m pretty enough for this world,
I’ve got scars from every adventure I’ve ever had.
I’ve got acne and spots no matter what I do and what I eat.
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To be a teen
To be a teen
Is to lose your sense of self
Completely.
What is right?
What is wrong?
What is cool?
Why do some feel so drawn to popularity
While others are repulsed by it?
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Comfortably Numb
I don’t love school.
I don’t hate it all the time
but I hate it enough to say
I don’t like it.
I like one class
and goofing off during study hall