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Christmas kick-backs
Red, green, silver and white
These colors light up a winter night
Pine trees all wrapped up tight
Plastic bulbs shining bright
Blankets of snow cover the ground
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Better than Before
I've never been the lucky type
That's just never been my plight
But now I'm standing in the light
I found a person good for me
A sweet girl, kind and neat
But yet she knows how to bring the heat
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She's my revenge
Revenge is bittersweet
A cozy sword in my heart
I'm over that disaster
Yet we're not apart
A creature in the corner
Encroaching in my space
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Losing an animal
I've held many creatures
Void of life
But it's never as hard
As when it's your own
No pulse, no
Breathing
Just an empty
Shell that once was
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You can't fix what's gone
I'm gonna lose
My mind, my temper
And my heart
I'm gonna lose
Her love, her touch
And your eyes
I'm gonna lose
My freedom, my courage
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Blue sky's and ocean eyes
Kind and generous
The best girl for me
An absolutely perfect girl
Yet I threw it away
Her sadness is suffocating
Her words landed on my heart
Loves
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On a scale
I look in the mirror
Like any girl my age
But I'm repulsed in horror
At what is on stage
I look at those numbers
Wait for them to go down again
114, 113, 112
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Why I write
I write to relate,
and to speak my truth.
I write to prove I know pain,
and to see that others do too.
I write to be heard.
When the world becomes a deaf frustration,
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second priority
I've never felt second best,
Being a twin, you get asked a lot of questions:
"Who's older?"
"Who's smarter?"
"Who's the favorite?"
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Time is ticking away
I know I can't
Wait forever for
That girl to come back
Yet I can't turn
A new page or
Start on a new chapter
I think I need her
I'm so afraid
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Stuffies
They're always there when I need them,
they never run away.
They're always here when troubles stem
to hear what I have to say.
They don't judge
or hold a grudge.
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Wanting and waiting
It's not love
That died long ago
And in it's wake
Left only lust
Sinful thoughts like never before
It's engulfing my life
My mind
I can't think