Posts
-
I don't know anymore
I don't know anymore
And neither do you
But at least you moved on
But did you really?
Am I mistaken in this?
Am I reading too far in to your poems?
-
I know it's wrong
I know it's wrong
But I'm dreaming of your eyes
I'm cursing to myself
But I'm drowning in their lies
Your voice is deafening like a lullaby
Your beauty is blinding like the dark
-
Ripping me apart
I try to stop my thoughts
I try to pry my eyes off of you
I fight the burning urge to go up to you
I resist the need to talk to you that's clawing at my brain
You have to do what's best for you
-
-
I wanna be okay
I wanna be okay,
I've been through so much pain
I've been brought up and broken
Silenced and out spoken
I wanna be okay,
My life was flipped over
But now it's getting better
-
Tearing myself apart
It's tearing me apart
Your words echoing in my head
Your eyes shining in my memory
Im scared of you but it's because of me
I never liked myself
Loves
-
Falling into nothing
My mind has gone numb
My hands are ice cold
Each day blends into the next
Each word pulls me closer to the edge
Nothing is the absence of something
-
Erasure of the Femme Fatale
* am burned at the stake of cursed femininity.
Something of a goddess and a martyred myth.
* suppose those are one and the same.
You juxtapose ** between a revolution -
The Girl with the Polaroid in her Phone Case
The girl with the Polaroid in her phone case
is the one I want to kiss.
The girl with the Polaroid in her phone case
doesn't even know I exist.
The girl with the headphones that mess up her bangs
-
Second, third, and hundreth chances
I've seen how this goes before,
Over and over—
I paint your unclouded skies with gray,
I'm the rain in your more-than-perfect day.
Who was the idea you had of me?
Her mascara wasn't running down
-
Hello Winter
Hello Winter,
I see you through the light
peaking through my curtains.
Your white blankets every living thing.
But Winter,
When will you comfort me,
Wrap me up like a present,
-
Better than Before
I've never been the lucky type
That's just never been my plight
But now I'm standing in the light
I found a person good for me
A sweet girl, kind and neat
But yet she knows how to bring the heat