QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

Posts

  • Wanting

    I want to love.

    Do you know that?

    Do you all know that?

    I want to love.

    I want to scream it to the universe.

    I want to live

    I want to laugh

  • Mozart wrote symphonies

    I wondered what the divine inspiration

    Composers like Mozart and Bach and Beethoven

    Created from.

    I wondered what earthly thing

    Could possibly possess them

    To make music out of their hearts,

    Souls,

  • Playlist

    A ton of songs -

    Over fifty -

    I love them all,

    But fade so quickly.

    My interest dies

    By the tenth repetition,

    And so I move on

    To a cooler mission.

    This beat, this soundtrack

    On a loop.

  • Farewell

    Music turn-in day

    Is tomorrow.

    While really it's just

    Placing the papers in piles

    According to instrument and part

    Trying to organize everything

    And hoping nothing's wrinkled

  • Winding down

    As the school year winds down,

    So do I -

    And yet

    The homework

    Does not.

    We are saying goodbye

    To beloved interns -

    Beloved teachers -

    If only for the summer -

  • Tradition

    Tradition is

    Runner beans

    Shells being cracked open

    Until fingers are sore -

    Sitting around a table with

    A game of Dutch Blitz going and

    Graham crackers with peanut butter

Loves

  • Amongst the clover

    Here you lie,

    Upon the grass,

    Clover disguising your fragile body.

    Far away from your nest and kin,

    How did you get here?

     

    Ruining your innocence

    Ruining mine

    Comes the wheel - 

  • Disappearance

    A close companion

    love, appreciation, happiness,

    a place to go

    comfort, recognition, excitement,

    until the companion disappears

    sadness, confusion, loneliness,

    and the place to go is empty

  • Conductor

    He raises his hands,

    And as our cue,

    We begin our dance -

    Instruments,

    Communicating,

    It's like we can talk to each other

    Through the song.

     

    He claps his hands twice -

  • Too Soon

    Do you ever grieve something

    that isn't even over yet?

    It's like you know

    that's it's going to be gone anyway,

    that you're going to miss it

    so much,

  • Those two days

    Two days

    Was all it took.

    A day of rehearsals;

    Discussing, analyzing, perfecting -

    And then the day

    We performed.

    The day that changed everything.

     

    I gave myself to the notes on the page,