Writing

In my room, laying in bed, staring at the ceiling late at night, and curled up like a fetus

Been listening to music for a few while now, thinking about things I shouldn’t

Gah

not this

this is stupid and dumb and a waste of my time

lets skip this part

its the scary part of a movie that we can just fast forward though

its a dumb fight scene that I fall asleep to

just...

i don't know who i am

nor do i think i ever will

but

i want to be so much.

i want to be a poet,

carefully nurturing

then raising and sharing,

the sustenance of the soul.

You say you’re a loser

    Well if you are, I am too.

      Said it killed you to lose her

        You said you want to say adieu

Singing, Singing, Singing.

Your voice fills my ears.

Smiling, Smiling, Smiling,

Your happiness fills my heart.

Laughing, Laughing, Laughing,

Your friendship fills my mind.

I do not pledge allegiance to the Disunited States of America.

And to the republic for which it stood, under atoms,

With liberty and justice for WHITE STRAIGHT CIS MEN.