I need to think
Where did this anger come from
Hidden inside me
Visions of the night I hurt her
Don't think about it
Sirens yelling at me
Blue and red flashing.
The lights turn my skin purple
I run through the woods
I feel the breeze
Tears run down my face as I feel the leaves crunching under me
My face gets hot with fury and confusion
I walk down to the dock as the wood planks creak and echo
I take my shoes off
I sit on the edge
The water engulfs my feet.
My body relaxes as my actions swiftly come back in memory
I didn't mean to hurt her
I obliterate my tears from my canvasy textured skin.
My eyes wander
The beautiful light catches my eyes
I watch the sunset shimmer over the lake
The sun looks at me with pity
It slowly diminishes under the mountains
This relaxes me
My tenseness lowers like a elevator
The sun sets
The water is cold as goosebumps spread all over my body
Chills rattle my bones
Down,down,down . . .