bumblebea

bumblebea

VT

15 years old

Posts

  • stop. drop. roll.

    stop.

    stop running.

    stop worrying.

    stop everything.

    drop. 

    drop to the ground.

    drop your possessions.

    drop everything.

    roll.

    roll anyway from the fire.

    roll away from your fears.

  • Totality

    2:15

    This sun is mostly full, though there is a slight nibble out the side

     

    2:30

    A bigger bite, almost Pacman shaped

     

    3:00

    Looks like a crescent moon, but it's actually the opposite

  • The Snow Falls

    No school today,

    For the first time since December

    It's been five months,

    Almost half a year,

    Yet the snow falls,

    We ripped March off the calendar

    Yet the snow falls,

    The snow melted in February,

  • It Doesn't Make Us Like You

    It doesn't make us like you

    The comments behind our backs

    It doesn't make us like you

    To comment on our shorts or our pants

    It doesn't make us like you

    To be scared to wear leggings

    Do you think it does?

  • you like it don't you

    you like it don't you? 

    you like how it makes you feel to be loved

    you like the gifts it gives you

    and the glow in her eyes when she sees you

    you like it don't you?

    you like to be loved

Loves

  • Summer Lemonade

    It's 9 o'clock on a Saturday- 9:00 AM, that is, when Mom made lemonade for the annual summer party at our house. Fresh-squeezed lemonade. It is sitting in a cooler on the small table in the tiny house in our backyard. 

  • Home Is The Place

    It's been two years

    Since I moved here

    One year

    Since I called it my home

    Home is the place

    With more dirt roads

    Than paved

    And the dirt roads

    Carry the name

    Of your friend's grandfather

  • P.E.

    Today

    We had P.E.

    I do not mind P.E. -

    I do not care -

    I can play sports like any teenager

    If not a little better.

    There would have been no problem

    Except

    You had to create one, didn't you?

  • Chicago Audition

    I used to walk into a theater and it was salvation.

    Stage lights and people who filled up a room, 

    I was happy to watch them for hours.

    I wanted to become some part of that

    some part of the instant admiration

  • Growing Up

    She used to listen to the snow and think about how beautiful the world was, how magical.

    How perfect, pristine, like a flower curled in a tiny fist.