Posts
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luck
never tempt fate,
it'll get you nowhere.
i've spent hours,
trying to get rid of my destiny.
i'm tired of pretending
that it's not right there,
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Masquerade
I'm doing fine, until I see the look in your eyes.
They're cold, and dark, and filled with despise.
But I can see the façade you're playing.
I can see it in your fingers,
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beyond repair
i wake up from long nights,
i see your face and i smile.
it hurts my stomach,
it hurts every part of me.
why do you have to see me like this?
i'm ugly, i'm a monster,
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on and off and on again
The first time
I thought you were the one.
I was just a silly kid
back then.
I longed for no more fights,
and no more misunderstandings.
But to be more than friends,
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Loves
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Parenting Lessons
always carry your keys between your middle and ring finger
never have your wallet visible
don't listen to music in public
everyone's a stranger
you're our child; don't scare us.
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Keeping My Promise
I promised you I would always stay,
swore on a bond I thought would never break.
Then came a time everything conflict
but I meant every word, every bit of it.
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My father's daughter
My father texted me on Valentine's day
Three years ago I would've responded
But this year I asked who it was
I had deleted his contact
I don't regret it
Because my dad died years ago
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Maybe in another lifetime
I know I can never have her like I want to
If I could even have her like that I wouldn't take it
Not anymore
But maybe in another lifetime I would
My heart only beats for her
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I’m not brave enough to write his name
We made a bet when we were sixteen.
Actually, you were fifteen.
I knew I’d lose. I did it so you would continue to speak to me. I liked seeing you care about something healthy.
Is that okay to say?
