QueenBee

Sometimes you just can't.

The hardest part is accepting it,

At least for me.

Accepting that you won't be able to

Carry every load

Be every version of yourself

Always be the best

Meet every expectation.

My fingers know the way

When my mind does not

I will overthink it

And misstep

Hit the wrong key

Cringe

And try again

If I let my fingers take the reins

I think we’d have something

I opened my window 

and

It smelled like summer

and

The cool night air

Wasn’t cool enough

and

It felt like summer

and

That’s when it hit me

That these days go by

I don't want to lead

I do it naturally

Can I stop now

Is it enough

Is it enough for you

For them

To not always be

On top

All the time

Everyone

Looking to me

For examples

We laughed

We played

We had so much fun

We were

Always together

Always supportive

Brought the party

Wherever we went

We were

Fun

We were

Cool

We were

We were in Montreal

But this time you were there

And my friends

You said you liked my skirt

We got up from dinner

Everyone walked around

I walked close to you