Posts
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I wonder if
I wonder
If I kept writing
Would I fill this whole notebook up
Or die trying
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Sometimes I just want to call you
Sometimes I just want to call you
Run away from the world
Even though I don't even like you anymore
And you certainly don't like me
And we probably never worked that great together anyways
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The Look
The Look
Lingering
I look away
I recognize it
I know what it means
Why can't you let it go
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Leadership
I take care
Of everyone
All the time
The oldest
At home
At school
Checking in with friends
Trying to comfort them on their drama
Without being pulled into it
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Is there anyone out there?
Is there anyone out there?
I'm alone here
In the dark
Crushing weight on my shoulders
I
Can't
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Lonely nights
I can't sleep
I know I need to
Ugh, again??
Usually I have trouble getting to sleep
In the summer
It's hot
But the AC's on and my earbuds are in
Relaxing music
What's the problem?
Loves
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Quick on the Draw
You
love me
fast, miss me
faster, I ran to
you, now running away takes
much longer. To get to you
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If Only I Could Hug the Stars
If only I could hug
The stars;
Perhaps I could shatter them
And cup the shards
In my palms,
The cracks constellations
Aligning with my veins,
But that isn’t close enough
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The walls I built up
Every time you try to get close, I push you away...
Every time you ask if I'm alright I don't know what to say...
I'm always saying sorry even if it's not my fault...
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Drowning in the unknown
I am tormented by slight movements
even silence is hurting me
reality seems to be strobing
or something like it -
I've yet to learn how to explain these moments to others,
even myself.
It's not normal,
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Anticipation
This is the worst kind of anticipation
this anticipation isn't just fear of what is to come
it's laced around the edges with knowledge of how it went last time
of how a repeat of last year is most likely inevitable.
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fifteen
I am 15, a rising sophomore struggling mentally. Can’t motivate myself to do much, still dreading the first day of school. I often find the phrase “I can’t” pouring out of my mouth as I feel out of control, laying in my mom’s arms.