Gali

Gali

VT

13 years old

Posts

  • Panic Attacks

    I thought I had gotten better

    Thought I had everything under control

    I have everything under control

    Right?

    I thought they were gone

    But they're right there

    Sitting behind me

    Breathing into my ear

  • Her Hope

    She’s little

    Not even 8

    But she has hope 

    Hope that shines

    Through her blue eyes

    Hope that dances

    Across her face

    Just like how she

    Dances in the rain

    Listening to Taylor Swift 

  • I Love Lemonade

    You tiptoe around

    Your feelings

    Keep them in a bag

    With a zipper

    And zip them up

    You say you're like lemonade

    You can be sweet

    But you can be sour

    And people told you

  • Vanilla Ice Cream

    Everyone likes

    Vanilla ice cream

    But chocolate 

    Is better

    So they take chocolate

    And the vanilla ice cream

    Just sits there

    And melts

    Until it's just a puddle

    Everyone likes

  • Welcome To My World

    As a little kid

    People used to tell me

    How they would love

    T0 get in my head

    And see where my

    Questions

    Ideas

    Thoughts

    Answers

    Come from

    I bet they thought it would be

Loves

  • The Girl I Wanna Be

    She loves everyone,

    so everyone loves her.

    Even when she's crumpling inside,

    She'll always show the side of her

    that's always willing to be positive.

    When you want to throw your world away,

  • For Her, I Stay

    A ghost of a father.
    An angry mother.
    A forbidden best friend.
    A suppressed love—
    A suppressed identity.

    Oh, how strange it is to feel alone,
    while surrounded by people.

    No friends.
    Bitter family.

  • Demons

    If I'm being honest,

    I'm not sure I'll survive,

    These demons,

    I battle,

    Fighting for my life.


     

    They find me at my weakest,

    Where no light shines through,

  • A few Julys ago

    Remember the girl?


     

    She’s in second grade,

    Maybe

    Blond brown curls

    Blue green eyes.


     

    She’s sitting on the top metal pole of the fence

    Chipped green paint

  • apple

    i'll use your name. sweet nothings spill

    from well-meaning mouths & shatter on concrete radiating summer sun

    right back at you, perfect -- dainty -- shiny with dewdrops. they told me