Posts
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Different
I am… different.
I have chronic pain.
Any time I leave the house,
I use a crutch, a walker, wheelchair, or cane.
People think this is funny.
I get bullied a lot.
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Broken Peices
From this pain I feel
I am forever changed now
Broken pieces lost
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I Love
I love
My family
I love
My friends
I love
The sky
I love
The sea
I love
The sunset
I love
To write
I love
To sing
I love
The stars
I love
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I Hate
I hate
When I can’t control myself
I hate
When I black out
I hate
When I hate myself
I hate
When people belittle me
And make me feel
Crazy and like crap
I hate
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Why I can never leave
They were so awful to me,
And yet
They seemed to care.
They manipulated,
Twisted,
Hurt,
And destroyed me.
And yet I can't
Seem to let them go.
Even knowing
How badly they could
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Four Years
I'm scared.
I can't believe we're here
Again.
I can't believe this is reality
Again.
Four years
They say.
It's only four years.
But it's four years
Of a living hell for me.
They laugh
Loves
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Letter to the World
Dear World,
I am teenager. I am on the cusp of life, a time when my entire life is ahead of me yet I am beginning to feel as if some parts of it are behind me.
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Title undecided
I just need a paper and some pencils.
Maybe some pillows.
And a cozy light. -
Distant
My elusive
Smile
Hides my joy
What a wonder
Here they are
Playing
Dancing
Singing in tight harmony
Something I know I'll never do
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Shrouding My Differences
Almost every day I wear a hoodie.
To hide a part of me that I can’t escape.
It shrouds my difference from the world.
So that I can seem normal.
So I can fit in.
So that nobody can pick on me about it.
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Daily chaos
Every day at school is chaos.
The noise
The people
All the people
Sometimes I want to hide in a corner
To get away.
To recenter myself.
So that I don’t break down.
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Unique
I am unique
I have hearing loss
I feel as if it is harder for me to fit in
I feel as if I am a puzzle piece that can’t fit