QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

Posts

  • Who am I?

    Sometimes I think

    Of what my life would be without this

    Without the conductor who changed my life

    Without my duet partner who taught me how to perform

    Without my instrument

    Without the music

  • This summer

    I should be being

    A teenager

    Walking around

    Biking the village with friends

    Creemees

    Candy

    Joking

    Laughing

    Teasing

    Farmers markets

    Confessions

    Crushes

    Running around

  • I wish

    I wish I could be you.

    Running to your room

    Plugging your ears

    Whenever there's a scary part of a movie

    And coming back out in time

    To see the happy ending -

    Closing your eyes

    Covering your face

  • This man

    This man

    With a family who loves him

    But can't help him

    Because he needs to help himself first

    This man

    Drunk on hatred for himself

    For this world

    "Hopeless", they all say

    With their eyes

  • Grateful

    I am grateful.

    Grateful that three no-longer-kids,
    Grown-up,

    Jobs-and-girlfriends-and-college boys

    Are there for me

    Have my back

    Even though we haven’t talked for a while

    Even though we live hours away

Loves

  • Paradox

    Love is a paradoxical thing. 

    I want desperately to be loved. 

    I want to wake up to a "good morning, my favorite person" text. 

    I want the last thing I see at night to be a little red heart emoji. 

  • hey friends

    when were you going to tell me

    that we were never really friends?

    and instead you pretended you liked me

    so you could laugh at my tear-stricken face.


    all those nights I opened up like you cared

  • Shadow

    You know what?

    You were right

    this sucks

    school is crap

    there's no point in trying in fields where you're not welcome.

    I can't back out of this mess

  • The Battle

    He attacks me suddenly 

    Erupts like booming thunder

    And all I do is wonder

    If things will ever change 

    Because I feel his heavy power

    Quick hands 

    Sharp teeth

    Ready to devour