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10:55
It's 10:55
I'm losing my mind
I try to count sheep
But they just pass me by
I get up and sit
At my desk, bite my lip
What to write, how to feel
Maybe my humor conceals
Who I am truly
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Buttondowns
I love buttondowns
White buttondowns
Crisp white collars
Buttoned up
I feel real now
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Summer break
Fluting is great
You know I love it
But
I miss the whole band
The community
I miss the company in the music
Now
I am alone for two months
Just a lonely flute and her melody
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Next to you
Next to you
Not a big deal
Natural
Normal
Eyes
Joking
Teasing
I could touch you
The bracelet on your wrist
Our bracelet
I could talk to you about it
I'd lose my train of thought
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It felt nice
It felt nice, I guess
Not the backstabbing wannabes
But
The smell of chlorine
How it wouldn't get out of my hair
The racing swimsuit
How snug it was
Streamlined
How fast I was in the water
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Building to a breaking
Everything
Is always a competition with you
Isn't it
You always have to prove you're the best when you know
We all know
You're not
Like saying "playing on the big stage is fun"
I wanted to cry
Loves
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Wishing
I've been asked a lot,
If you had one wish what would you wish for?
Blowing out candles on a cake,
What did you wish for?
Blowing the seeds off a dandelion,
What did you wish for?
I wish
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Music's True Nature
Beautifully complex
Yet seemingly simple
It flows from fingers and mouths
It flows from metal and wood
It floats on the breeze
Swaying the leaves in the trees
A bow on a string
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The System is Rigged
Excellent grades.
Excellent sports records
Excellent leadership qualities.
Excellent personality.
The list goes on and on...
They expect us to be superhuman.
They need us to know what we
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melting over glimpses of you
Wishing I could,
stuck with I can’t
because of nerves
that refuse to say goodbye.
Heart is obsessed,
mind is stressed,
with my heart
yelling at my mind,
and my mind
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If only things hadn't changed
I guess I'm happy for you.
Actually, I really am.
At least, I'm expected to be.
Because, if you can't be proud
of one of your best friends,
can you really be proud of
anyone?
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Easily forgotten
It was what, four and a half weeks ago?
sometime after school ended
I wanted to stay for the whole time
I brought snacks for everyone
bagel chips and hummus