bumblebea

bumblebea

VT

15 years old

Posts

  • This Time It's Real

    This isn't a "see you in three months"

    Because I'm not coming back

    This isn't a "goodbye for now"

    At least not all the goodbyes are that temporary,

    This is a "I'll be back on Alumni day"

  • Memory Lane

    I dig a hole into the ground

    To get to my old height

    So maybe all my childhood friends

    Would speak in more than just short texts

    Before I knew they talked behind my back

     

    I gather rocks and stones

  • To Be a Poet

    To be a poet is not to write poems.  

    No. 

    Most anyone can do that. 

    Most anyone has done that, 

    for school, maybe. 

    To be a poet is to see a tree  

  • stop. drop. roll.

    stop.

    stop running.

    stop worrying.

    stop everything.

    drop. 

    drop to the ground.

    drop your possessions.

    drop everything.

    roll.

    roll anyway from the fire.

    roll away from your fears.

Loves

  • To Dance

    To dance is to soar

    To feel what it's like for the birds 

    To be free in the air

    If only for seconds,

    Because in your mind, it will last a lifetime 

     

    To dance is to be electric

  • four years

    i sit and stare out the window

    stare out the window at the brown dead grass

    the dirty snow melting into muddy slush

    the mud that is criss-crossed and destroyed with ruts and tire tracks